Monday, May 17, 2010

Lost and confused

This blog will have a different tone for awhile because Master and I are having to start things afresh. My incompetence has made Master's life miserable and I am going to be changing my personal behaviors and actions in an effort to be a good slave. I have realized things recently about myself that have caused Master confusion and I am undergoing a fundamental change in myself in order to be better. I am highly distressed due to my inability to make Master happy and now understand the changes within that need to be done. I saddens me that Master is unhappy with me, and only want to correct my wrongs to him. Wish me luck as I venture down this pathway.


  1. Good luck with your new direction. i hope it will help you to learn that it takes both of you to make the relationship work and that it is impossible to be a good submissive without a good dom and vice versa (not to imply that either of you are not good at it but rather that you both need to realise you are both good)

  2. You wont be your title, dear,
    if you start the journey.
    You'll have Jesus
    to fall back on!!!
    What could be better?
    ...and fall away?
    Follow this useFULL idiot Upstairs...


    Yes, earthling, Im an NDE
    (thus, my ethereal nomenclature) -
    so I actually know God exists:
    He rewards those who HONOR n RESPECT
    Him and strive to follow His Laws;
    for those who wanna know what
    Seventh-Heaven holds for your
    indelible, magnificent soul whom
    God has so carefully crafted -
    and if you're not too concerned
    with WWIII and N. Korea,
    you better follow us:

    Find-out what RCIA means and join.
    God bless your indelible soul.