Turning a new leaf

So on Thursday I was terminated from my place of employment. Which is actually a blessing. I worked odd long hours, and could never catch up with matters at home. So Master has declared that I will not be going back to work outside of the home. I couldn't be happier. I have the BEST Master ever! So I have turned my focuses to getting our house properly organized (perfect time for Spring cleaning). I am also going to put all my efforts into proving that I can be good slave for my Master. I am also in charge of cutting expenses in our home. I'm so happy to have these duties, because this is the life I want and I think that I can be a better slave by having the time required for a slow learner like myself. So THANK YOU Master for this opportunity. You are my love and my life and want nothing more than to prove myself for your happiness!!!

Missing Master

So I started the day with doctor appointments and came home and put on one of Master's shirts so I could have his smell with me all day. I love doing this because I miss Master when he is away, and his smell turns me on. I was even better today as things are strained between us and this helps me to feel closer to him. It's like getting a hug from him all day long. But alas that small joy was removed from when one my kids called stating he wasnt feeling, poor guy. So I picked him up from school wearing my own clothes. I brought him home and tended to him while tending the home as well. I don't like it when my kids are ill, I hate knowing they feel bad. I would feel kind of strange wearing Master's clothes with the kids around so instead I walked around the house always some sort of his clothing nearby that I could stop and smell. I do miss Master and can't wait for him to come home.

That time of year

Today I went to work, and concentrated on sex all day. Always a good thing, however, I have to be careful not to get too daydreamy or I lose concentration on my work. However, thinking of sex while at a tedius and thankless job can certainly make the day go by faster. I did make a stop in the restroom and tease my clit a bit, didn't cum, because I am saving that for Master tonight. I feel bad for Master, this is tax season and that is His living, so He has to work so hard right now, and I miss Him. I'am (jokingly) a tax widow. But hopefully our nightly sex time revives him. I love to get Him to relax and then I can suck His cock and bring him pleasure.

Sex Training 101

Master has me in sex training still, and i love it. My mind is adjusting and learning to think about at all times and i am learning that i can find some sort of sexual context in just about everything i do. It certainly makes housework more enjoyable. And reaping the benefits of being horny is always a great reward and such a great stress reducer as well. Thank you Master for letting me explore these wonderful sexual feelings and getting to know my sexual better, and a very large Thank you for letting me release my sexual energies on you. More to cum...

Phase IV

So this is in a new phase of training. Sex training. What could be more fun. Have to admit this is the easiest phase so far. I can think of much worse things than focusing on sex all day long. I'm very turned on today and cannot wait for Master to come home so we can scratch this itch. I have not let myself cum today, because I am saving that wonderful orgasm for Master. I will continue to dream today.

To learn

Today this one is communicating with Master. this one needs to understand Master better and wants nothing more than to understand so that she can serve and please Him better. The biggest problem this one has with this is that this one is thinking too highly of herself, because this one thinks she knows Master very well. But this one doesnt, and so this one must find a better way to communicate with Master. this can feel Master moving further and further away from her, but at the same this one feels that she is communicating. But this one feels the same barrier between getting bigger and bigger no matter how this one communicates. this one just wants Him happy. this one wants Him very happy, and this one is failing.....again.

Soul search

Today this one has contemplated her slave status and the ways in which she can improve. Master feels that this one is lazy when it comes to being a slave. This one has a hard time understanding this to some degree, but it doesnt matter what this one thinks. This knows that the only thing that matters is what Master thinks. So this one is determined to "kick it up a notch" to prove to Master that she is worthy of being a slave. This one will do some deep thinking and find her faults and fix them. She is determined! And she will do everything to make Master a happy Master