Thursday, July 8, 2010
As I am exploring my ability to think about sex all day, I find it can be difficult to walk around in a state of constant arousal. Don't get me wrong, I love it. It's just that since the kids are home for summer I find it hard to either concentrate on what they are doing are talking about, or if I concentrate on them to much my arousal diminishes. I am still trying to work out a happy balance. However, the rewards for keeping my mind on sex day in and day out are wonderful. It makes me feel happier in general, and of course the release when Master lets me cum is wonderful. I am trying to push my limits in my sexual thoughts, trying to picture some kinky stuff that I have had trouble with in the bedroom, so I can picture them in my mind, but when it comes to doing it in real life I can't. Hopefully I will overcome this particular problem so maybe Master will be happy with me.