To learn

Today this one is communicating with Master. this one needs to understand Master better and wants nothing more than to understand so that she can serve and please Him better. The biggest problem this one has with this is that this one is thinking too highly of herself, because this one thinks she knows Master very well. But this one doesnt, and so this one must find a better way to communicate with Master. this can feel Master moving further and further away from her, but at the same this one feels that she is communicating. But this one feels the same barrier between getting bigger and bigger no matter how this one communicates. this one just wants Him happy. this one wants Him very happy, and this one is failing.....again.