Taming of "this one"

this one has not written in quite some time, because this one is under going rigorus slave training. this one has made quite a few mistakes during this intense training, but hopefully this one will be better from now on. this one is somewhat lonely in training, because this one feels detached from Master during this time, however, oddly enough sometimes this one feels closer. this is happy to do Master's bidding, as it is this one's most ferverent wish to make Master happy. this has been quite humbled during training, and is hopeful that the most extreme part of training will not last long. this one longs for acceptance from Master, but this one also knows that she must earn the acceptance first. this one will continue to post everyday with updates on the training, and the what types of training have been used or are being used.